Well its been a while, thought i might as well update, today was interesting, I spent the last week and a half on this C++ project only to get told twice that it wasn't good enough, first dude looked at it and said, "i'm not even going to look at this" and walked away, fine, great It was my fault that ihad some varibles global, even though i was using them 5 places in the project. I fixed that, get him to look at it again, looks like something didn't work again, (why don't i see this stuff when i make it) had to fix that, thats the end of class Monday, Look at and fix it up for today, I spent a good 3 hours looking it over and checking it for stuff that shouldn't or should be there, and i fixed a good chunk.
get to clas today, OH LOOK theres something i missed :/ gotta refactor AGIAN!!
30 mintes later, looks good....NOPE, now this is the part that pissed me off the most, everyhting worked fine, i could add stuff to the 2D array, and the supporting arrays, unfortualty it was case sensitive, so guess what, ya i gotta fix that too,
it would have been great if C++ had only 1 type of strings but they have c-strings and norml strings. anyway, i spent the rest of the class, with the help of a friend triing to find the solution, I tried many different ways but none seemed to work, so the end of the class comes we found nothing, the case sensitivity is there I get a 0 on the assignment and now my code doesn't even work, the thing though that makes me steamed, is the fact that most everyone else tht i spoke to friend wize said that the teacher never cared about the case sensitivity. so I'm guessing tht dude has some beef with me, or just wants to make it harder on me, in terms of getting me to work harder, its nice that he wants to do that, but the fct that he did that to me alone seems kinda unfair.
anyway. pardon the bad spelling/puctuation/missing "A"'s tossed in there, due the fact that my a button doesn't work right.
other then C++ things are going ok, i'm getting kinda depressed again...not sure whats casuing it. probbly the fact that i hate school and don't want to work, and am going through college doing somehting that i don't want to do, racking up $$$$ in debt. or you know maybe somthing else.
And as i stated before, I wasn't able to NOT go to school, personally i wish i didn't have to I would have liked that time to think about waht it is that i want to do.
Its my fault...and i know it is, I never thought about what i wanted to do, or what kinda life i was going to lead, even now, i still don't know what it is tht i want. chances are i'm not going to ever find out, constatly searching never finding the answer, makes me sad, but as i said its my fault.
so i might a well tell ya all, Think about want it is you want, want your good at and at least give a little though in what you want in your life...
Current Mood: 
sad
Current Music: Dream of the Shore - Yasunori Mitsuda